Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Baby Update.

We got the results of out fertility tests. Its not looking good. I apparently don't ovulate. I have some hormones for it but I don't have enough. So they have out me on 3 different kinds of vitamins to see if that helps and aspirin to see if it will help the blood flow better and get the vitamins where they are needed. on top of that I have 4 different injections that I have to do through out the month. All Aaron needs is some vitamins. It is just getting so frustrating We get so close and then WHAM!!! something happens and throws us back a mile. its like 2 steps forward 10 steps back. I am so sick and tired of it never working. I just want one day where things come together. I am so scared that this won't work. If everything works perfectly and I mean perfectly I still only have a 10% chance of getting pregnant. I have this voice in my head that keeps telling me that it won't work. That I will never be good enough to conceive a child. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. We need all the help we can get. Thanks Anna

2 comments:

Sara Anderson said...

Oh no I'm so sorry to hear that! I will pray for you guys! It is such a great blessing to be a mom I'd hate for you to never experience that! Good luck and God bless!

Anonymous said...

You can experience the blessing of being a mother without being pregnant yourself. However, I can only imagine how absolutely devestating it would be to go through this. I do pray for you that this will work. Living with PCOS is so hard, and this is like icing on the cake, isn't it?

Take care of yourself, you are in my prayers.